Washing of the hands!

I wonder if washing your hands of someone is christian like, they say sometimes people enter your life for a reason and exit when there purpose is full filled, so is that like washing your hands of them. Maybe the term washing your hands is more negative because its like your saying im done with that person in a negative way, but when it has to do with God now its more like well i still love you and we can be friends from a far. It just makes me wonder whats next on the agenda, I am seeing people walk out of my life and I honestly feel no ill will towards them, I am actually praying for them and wishing them well. I guess that's with growth and maturity. As I watched and saw people go I thought I am a loner I can be good by myself besides I have only child syndrome, but then I realized I like having friends but when I want them and that isn't very nice, even though dudes get that so well, that's why having male friends are a lot better. So this brings me to my conclusion of the night, In order for me to have female friends I must change something about myself, so I shall turn again to prayer and ask God to help me be a better friend and a lot more reliable and less sometimeish. But in the mean time I can acquire all the male friends I do have and I guess make them closer to some extent lol, I mean I have a lot of male friends that I randomly hit up when I feel like, but I guess I can draw some of them nearer and maybe even open up to knew ones, shout out to Zeus lmbo. Anywho I am off to bed this was my thought process of the night and I felt I would share it, so I am off to bed with a weird crooked smile on my face because for what ever reason I am happy and totally stress free and that is a blessing so I publicly say thank you Jesus for saving me and giving me peace in the midst of the storm. You are indeed my best-est friend that can never be replaced and this post had nothing to do with us just the human race that you created. The confusingly touchy and overly emotional feminine race ughh , which leads me to wonder am I like them, God I hope I'm different, more he than she in the head and obviously more she than he everywhere else, on that weird note goodnight folks.