As I read my old works, works I have written and never published, works of me being depressed and oppressed by the feeling of not being in the company of love from a man, I feel myself feeling sorry for myself, as you have when you read my stories. See this is the real me, and I have been through it, and as a female we tend to take the life out of things and make them even more emotional than they should be, no discounting my feelings at that very moment in time, but damm I was a wreck. NOW in my personal life I feel completely different. I am happy and contented with my life and how everything is going, I finally realized that I have a deep passion for writing and psychology and I am pursuing those dreams in school. But most importantly I realized that the most important relationship I need to have is with God. I stopped putting my faith in man and gave it all to God. I have grown so much in my life and have went through so many experiences you can even begin to imagine, I'm young but I'm surely not dumb, I have more street smarts than any other person I know, and trust when your traveling from a party at 4 am on the 6 train coming from the bronx with a bunch of mexicans and random blacks tryna make it home before my parent get up so they could think I've been home the whole time and live deep in queens, like very close to LI, you pick up on a few things. I was never afraid nor was I alone, but @ the point I never knew how blessed I was. God never let me out his site and protected me every step on the way, so when I tell you that God is the greatest love you will and shall ever need I deff know what I'm talking about. So this is just beginning, I'm going to turn my stories and experiences into a book and it will be nice if you follow me on this journey, I have poems, stories, dreams and nightmare that I will love to share with you, im letting you enter my head, ( damm i should be getting paid for this). You never know we may have a lot more in common than you think, and this apply's to all my readers...so thank you for reading, and supportting me...
Also, I know I write a lot, and im sorry I can't help it, the funny thing is, what you take more than a half an hour to read I write in 15 min lol, (sorry had to throw that in there lol). I heart you guys...
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