my man

Smile

Smiling makes you look prettier and separates fine lines in your face, it also makes you look younger and happier. Woman why are you not smiling, that bitch attitude and face isn't cute, you think it gets you attention and it does, but sometimes the wrong one. for instances scene walking down the street fly outfit looking bad and a stink face on, niggas try to holla first line, "whats wrong babes, can i put a smile on your face" "why you so angry, what he do this time" by this time your either smiling because you like the attention or tight because their bothering you. Now, the right guys comes along and he is cute, but you don't notice right away, he is driving his car and says excuse me to you at the stop light, you think its a reg nigga and keep walking, then he goes the extra mile and parks his car comes out and proceeds to talk to you, by this time you like wtf you turn to look at him and he is handsome, and he says " why you look like that your far to pretty to be walking round with that look on your face" you reply with a smile and maybe just maybe something starts, not here comes superhero syndrome. I got that from the comic book iron man where he says "I Can't kill because I am a superhero" Syndrome". So he figures he is here to rescue you from something, he wants to keep a smile on your face, now if your the type of woman that is submissive this may be good for you, you don't mind being saved, and wants to be pleased all the time and get what you want, (now u guys might think I'm crazy but listen to this) there are females out here that don't want everything, i mean we say we do but we like to be told NO every once in awhile, and turned down too especially the BAD females, they need to be turned down more than the not-so-bad ones you feel me, see BAD get compliments all the time and they get tired of hearing the same thing over again, but you treat them like blah in the beginning and treat them good & bad like balance it so they wont get bored or think your like all the rest, and a not-so-bad chick needs compliments to boost her self esteem, BUT REMEMBER MOST GIRLS HAVE SELF ESTEEM ISSUES EVEN THE BAD ONES, so don't be fooled! even if you think she shouldn't she has them, that's just built in our system society has made us think we will never be good enough smh cant help that theory unless you get a rebel who just don't give a %&$^. (fyi i dont proofread my work so if there are errors excuse them, i will proofread when i write my book)

Poetry slam

♥Real like the freckles on your skin, the curl in your hair, and the pimple on your right cheek, my heart is like a warm pool of sticky sinking sand, once your in it you feel the warm embrace and then when you realize you cant get out your suddenly gasping for air, my body like a petite coke bottle, do with me what you will, my mind is gasping for air that is you, and when you left i stop thinking...& started doing, my ♥ is still yours!

rants & raves pt1

I HATE TO LOSE...i hate wanting something so bad and not getting it. I have been that way for a long time, me being the only child i was deff spoiled for awhile, and i learned how to use my brain to get what i want just by reading people. I read people so good, i dont even have to talk to them to know what i can get out of them, just by simple body language and facial expressions and i love it. I use my brain alot, along with my acting skills, my charm and wit and i get what i want. Lately i been slacking, yes i fell off hard body, slipped up and...lets just say it was a gunshot moment. But never again, i am too smart, pretty, talented, and intelligent to let myself not conquer what i want. When i put my mind to do something i can do it, but for awile now i havent been doing my homework and putting my all, bacially half stepping. I dont know what it is but i want something and i cant quite put my finger on it, so i have been looooooosing guys... smh (shaking my head) but right now all this time and experience is building up my momentumin and when i can put my finger into what "IT" is then i will be awesome. I am already loads of fun lol. so guys its ok to loose once in awhile, your not gonna win everything in life, but you can you just cant slack up.

Rants & Raves pt2

So this is nothing informative, its just my occurring rants and raves, so for the past three days my life has been amazing, like I had an argument with my ex and it was the last straw for me, and i seriously told myself to move on AND I DID, and when i stop thinking about the past month and a half of my previous relationship and stop crying over it, I felt a huge weight lift from my shoulders like I really put alot into making it work and it was more me than him, and thats also when i realized i was wasting my time, see ladies you have to see whats before you, not the lies they say and want you to believe, I deff don't believe a word out that boy mouth anymore, and im over it. Moving on and forward is the best thing to do when one person in the relationship is trying harder, while the other person is slightly pushing you away slowly but surely. I expressed my feelings and got the weight off my chest because now he truley knows how i feel, sometimes i wonder if i really loved him or if it was just lust...but what ever the was i still do, only now it just doesnt hurt as much and i feel alot better than before. I will always care about him, and I wish him all the best. I think if it was real love it will come back to you, and for some reason i dont see that in our future, maybe a friendship but idk that. As long i have to malice in my heart against him, im great. As time goes on you move on, looking to start a new chapter in my life and thats to get a freaking job, after that everything i want will fall into place, just remember put GOD first and everything will be fine. I am a firm believer on faith and having faith keeps me going.