Moving Foward

My dream job is to work with my buddy who is creating a magazine which focuses on every aspect in the artist/fashion world. It would cover food, fashion, gossip, clothes, art, musicians, bands basically everything this demographic is into. My job in the magazine would be to cover food, and relationships of course. Now you may wonder what makes me an expert on food, well I'm not but i will be, in order to claim I'm a specialist i am going to have to become a food tester so i will be taking my taste buds to a whole new level and trying different foods from all over the world and each time i will write a review hopefully you will read. As you guys know i am currently single and i don't enjoy it lol, just being honest i missed having someone i can call my own i am very territorial. Honestly i hate it, my thoughts are distorted towards men after the horrible situation with my ex, i literally went out my character and was disappointed in myself but everything happens for a reason. I am still who i am and if he didn't know me before he seen my true colors now, but i doubt i will act like that again over anyone, i am done with men until GOD blesses me with a good one, and now i am on the journey to better myself, and I'm just so tired of procrastinating i just feel like its time to do me. This blog was initially about relationship advice and i am transforming it into my new script page, i have literally written 3 or 4 unfinished scripts all different material so i will be editing, finishing, and putting the final touches on my copy written work and then i will be distributing them and if its GOD'S will then i will be noticed and offered a book deal which is my goal. A movie deal would be awful because if they change my script it would take away the essence and the heart of my true story and i refuse to sell out. On that note I'm going to add my first draft and see what i can do.

Im back....

Hey guys so I've been away for awhile, had got a job and i was pretty busy for awhile more like 3 months worth, so with that being said i missed you blogggggggg, bloggers, bloggetts lol. Today i do not have a specific topic for you i just figured let me ramble and see where it gets me. I have been playing this game with my ex, and he fell for the trap and i just think its hilarious #random to be talking about him but what ever. This guy had me feeling all sorts of ways after we broke up and tried to blame me for alot of stuff that didn't have anything to do with me, so i played the crazy ex bitch for awhile, i would randomly hit him up and bug him for things, the shocker was he responded and he did every time, so i give my ex an applaud for either really loving me, being a push over, or just being a gentleman/sweetheart, or what ever. But ladies he doesn't get any medals yet, he has definitely disrespected me a few times and i have retaliated so i guess u can say we were both in the wrong, but me being a female i can care less its either my way or the highway. So basically my point of all this is that I'm over him now, and i got him to tell me to leave him alone which was something i wanted him to do from just instead od leading me on, so i had to teach him a lesson so i tortured him for 2 1/2 months over bull$hit and made him miserable for the most part, and i didn't care because in my eyes that was the only way he could receive justice and i also have his skateboard lol which makes me feel a heck of alot better so cheers to my win, not only did i move on long before he told me the truth i convinced him that i still cared and gave him false hope, because i know him and in the back of his mind he needed that love i gave him, everyone needs that special love and yes i was in love but love don't pay the bills. That's all I'm gonna share tonight but best believe I'm back and i will be blogging more now thanks to my black berry so poppin, anywayz night bloggetts.